If I'm not walking around the house naked, I'm definitely wearing my jumper while spreading my legs wide open. Despite my old age, I still feel randy most of the time, so expect my mornings to be scrummy as I use my sex toys.

I find pleasure showing my seductive smile and luscious derriere to everyone. During sex, my partner can take a video of us. It's also fine if he calls his friend to film us while doing the wildest thing on earth.

Some girls are happy when their lover hit them or put a bondage on them. Other girls like to be hypnotised before getting off with a nice chap. I'm one of them. It's a different world where I could explore who I am.

I'm not fascinated when men only appreciate me because of my big baps. I'd be happier if a bloke sees me beyond that. To have a bloke who sees me as a mature lass willing to love and be loved in return is priceless.

Life is not all about late-night parties or memorable one-night-stands. There's more to life than random hookups and nightly blackouts. I know this, but my mind wants me to continue my crazy lifestyle. I wish there's someone out there that can change...